I went skydiving with one of my co-workers, Chad, my Dad and Marc. It was the most indescribable feeling. And the weird thing was, I wasn't scared. Natural reaction should be, to be scared to death. But I was psyched. Really psyched. I was jumping up and down looking out the window b/c it was cloudy and we were going to jump through the clouds. I've been again once and I'm going through the program to get certified. Sunday the 29th will be ground school and jump #3. I can't wait.

I was seeing a mechanic from work, but I knew that wasn't gonna last. I felt too damn smart for him and I've been tired of explaining myself. We didn't really click. But he was damn hot tho -- Vin Diesel look-alike.

Which bring us to Josh. Talk about being caught off guard. Everyone at the Shop was teasing us b/c we were the only 2 single people up there (basically single in my case) and they decided that we should get together. Uh huh. First thought: screw you.

We decided to fuck with them. Josh had Tiff tell everyone we hooked up when we hadn't and we were gonna play along and think of something to mess with them the night of Kelly & Tracy's party. Like we didn't know that was an orchestration.

But the unexpected happened. While we were there, we wound up just cuddling on the couch. Then being the last ones to leave, he walked me out. I gave him a hug. And then he kissed me. Yeah i know i sound like that damn song, but that's what happened. For an hour and a half. I haven't kissed someone like that since I was 16, and even then it didn't feel the way it does now. I couldn't breathe, I got light-headed. We had to stop several times because I thought I was gonna fall over.

And the kicker was: It was the Autumnal Equinox and a full moon. I dunno why but that date/day/night/time is very special to me.
Connections. Strange coincidence. Fate, whatever. I thought of something and I laughed. This, if it works out, will be my 2nd relationship with that day as the anniversary. Josh questioned me on my laughter and I said that I would tell him later.

While at work we've been IM-ing each other. Today I asked if I could keep him. "We'll see" he said.

We'll see.

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(This is not smut, or porn and it is not always explict so don't be expecting anything)