| I think I'm gonna make up for a complete lack of substance in my last 3 enteries. Not that they weren't fun, but I need to put up a real update. Sigh. I saw R the other night. Thursday I belive...1,2,3,4.. yeah, Thursday. I met up with him at a neutral place, the mall, which I avoid like the plague any other time as it is overrun by Punk/Goth poseurs, IN*SUCK clones, Wigger and/or Gangsta wanna-be's, and ProstaTots chasing after all 3. R and I walked around Macy's for a while brainstorming for Christmas present ideas. Afterwards we both drove across the street to Barnes & Noble to take advantage of their psuedo-Starbucks. And had an avoiding conversation. About everything but us. That was saved for the parking lot. I think the B & N parking lot is becoming our "safe zone". It's the same place we met up the last time we had a big fight. I explained to him that when we have a fight and he doesn't talk to me for days or even weeks at a time it really upsets me. He told me that as is, if our relationship doesn't start becoming more of a relationship it has to end. He needs to know the little things. Well hon, we may have been going out for over a year but we haven't really seen much of each other. Instant intamacy is not gonna happen. That made an impact. We talked a bit more, he was afraid that if he told me sooner that he thought we were having problems, I would get pissed and run away. Simple communication. If he had taken me aside and *really* explained things when we first started having problems, we wouldn't have been fighting for the last 6 months, and avoided a lot of what we are trying to fix now. So we're trying. Again. K's mad at me. She tried not speaking to me in work and that lasted for about 5 minutes. She only wants to see me happy. She's good like that, her and D-Bo tell me the things that I don't want to hear because it's better for me. D-Bo got mad at me as well. She then changed the subject saying that one of her co-workers, Ali, has been talking about me non-stop, having met me once for only 10 minutes. I laughed and told her no way. Shallow physical obsessiveness is not the way to find a new boyfriend. more later
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